Inspired...I think so...

Hello world, I am back to write and have some fun. It's been 11 months since I've written last and what an 11 months it has been. I'll just say that it's been fabulous, horrendous, and tremendous all at once. I am still working at the same job which is cosmetic based and it is great and have been there for almost 3 years, although I feel that it is wearing thin. I travelled to Europe this year back in July with my boyfriend, we went to Paris, London and Edinburgh. I absolutely love travelling and will be doing so again in 3 weeks to Orlando to see Disney World and Unviersal Studios for the first time... I am catching up to my childhood finally and will definitely get a picture with Mickey Mouse and my favourite Disney Princess (wearing my Minny Mouse ears no less)... I'm looking forward to it :)

I have suffered loss this summer and I'm slowly healing from that. I miss my little Rosemary Bun Bun everyday along with Grandma Wallace. Both were heartfelt beings and were taken from this earth too soon... They will live on in my heart and never forgotten <3

***Life is complicated, death is simple. Both intertwine and become a sobering thought.***

Here is a list of things I must accomplish in my lifetime. I have had these things written down on paper since I was teenager.

Random Activities
- Sky Diving
- Horse back riding
- Zip Lining from mountains to tree tops

Places to see
- Australia
- Japan
- France (Done- Paris)
- Germany
- England (Done- London)
- Scotland (Done- Edinburgh, Glasgow, Balloch, Aberdeen, Inverness)
- Ireland (Done- Dublin, Galway, Belfast)
- Finland
- Iceland
- Italy
- Holland (Done- Amsterdam)
- Greece
- Disney Land/ World (Going to Orlando in October)
- Las Vegas (Done)
- New York
- Los Angeles
- Chicago
- Hawaii
- Bahamas (Done- Turks and Caicos)
- Mexico
- Montreal
- Toronto
- Nova Scotia

It's very uplifting to be able to cross things off my list of things to do and places to see... although, I must get crackin' at my "random activities"... I am terrified to sky dive, but I know I will feel amazing after I have done it (if I haven't broken any bones or anything of the sort) because conquering fear and staring it in the face is the biggest fear of all.

Well I must go, until next time, live long and prosper.... man, I have always wanted to say that! Thank you Mr. Spock.

Thanks for reading :)


~B~

November sun

ETERNAL

Nature is painting for us,
day after day,
pictures of infinite beauty.

What more needs to be said... everlasting faith, if there is no hope, there is no life.


~Bee~
xoxo

Faster Kill Pussycat!

Well it's been awhile since I've written, thought it was time to say a little something.

Hectic.Adrenaline.Pumped.Aprehensive.Change.

Been watching the US Olympic trials on tv lately for swimming, I can't wait until September to go back into Masters swimming:)

Zook's wedding is this weekend and I'm the Maid of Honour. Super excited, but really nervous at the same time. I wish them the best of luck! I want to get married now! What a revelation!

Burn's wedding is the weekend after... wedding's everywhere! I will be seeing some people I have not seen in a long time... some since high school! Going to be a crazy weekend!

Boyfriend and I are moving again, this time to a great place in Sunshine Hills in Delta. No longer a Surrey Girl! I'll always be a Vancouver Girl at heart:) I love Darryl so much! I don't know what my life would be like without him. He's amazing and I'm so glad to have him<3

Red and I are getting matching tattoos! I've always wanted matching tattoos with someone! It's a treble clef and bass clef on on my foot... it'll be my 5th tattoo!

Work is great! I love my job... I am content!

Thanks for reading! Have a super week and take care!

~Bee~

Tra la la la la!!!

I am happy!!! Yay! :D

xx Bee

Be criped or be crippled

Lately I have been told that I look unhappy or depressed... I'm not sure why... I agree that something isn't right with my mood, but I wouldn't call it depressed. I know that I feel over worked and very over tired, but that is nothing new... I do have a lot going on in my mind lately, like Zook's and Koob's wedding, Burn's and Lee's wedding (both a week apart in July) and travelling once again. This year we are working on planning a Vegas and Disney Land trip... 2 weeks in Fantasy Land away from reality would be awesome! Next year is very up in the air. Boyfriend wants to do an all inclusive trip to Mexico or Hawai'i which would be awesome, but I also want to do a trip to Toronto, Montreal, and New York as well as go back to Europe and see Germany, Italy, and France... Definitely on my priority travel list for the next couple years. We'll see what happens...



I think what may be causing my "depression" is work... story of most people's life, I know, but it's truly getting in the way... I find that because I live in Surrey and work in Vancouver that it takes an hour both ways to reach my destination. I love my house, don't get me wrong! It's actually costing me money to work where I do and I don't feel like I am appreciated. I asked for a promotion and didn't get it, therefore causing a bit of resentment... I realise that you can't get everything you ask for in life, but I have worked hard, put a lot of time and effort. I either need to find something closer to home that allows me to be more rested and vibrant or work part time for awhile to get back on my feet... I'm just not happy with my full time job anymore... I want to take up a dance class and hit the gym more... No more want, or wish... I will!!!



My mum is sick, so that is always a worry. Never sure how she is doing and if she will get even better... And then I worry for my dad's health for taking care of my mum. I know it can take a toll on him. I love you both very much and wish you all the best.

Things do happen for a reason, and I do know that I have amazing friends and a wonderful boyfriend so for that, I am very grateful! <3 face="times new roman">xx Bee

A blissful blizzard

In this chaotic storm such as life, I am able to find happiness. It has taken me some time to find it and become content with what I have and finally I have achieved it. I am content, I am happy! Thank you D <3

xo Bee

Someday it'll happen...

These are things I want to do before I (god forbid) die...

Random activities:

1). Sky Dive

2). Dragon Boat race

Places to see:

1). Disney Land (LA)

2). Las Vegas

3). New York

4). Chicago

5). Montreal

6). Nova Scotia

7). Hawaii

8). Germany

9). France

10). Italy

11). Switzerland

12). Australia

13). Japan

... Well that list idealy entailed travelling... which is awesome! Hopefully one day I'll get to do all of those things:)

xx Bee