November sun

ETERNAL

Nature is painting for us,
day after day,
pictures of infinite beauty.

What more needs to be said... everlasting faith, if there is no hope, there is no life.


~Bee~
xoxo

Faster Kill Pussycat!

Well it's been awhile since I've written, thought it was time to say a little something.

Hectic.Adrenaline.Pumped.Aprehensive.Change.

Been watching the US Olympic trials on tv lately for swimming, I can't wait until September to go back into Masters swimming:)

Zook's wedding is this weekend and I'm the Maid of Honour. Super excited, but really nervous at the same time. I wish them the best of luck! I want to get married now! What a revelation!

Burn's wedding is the weekend after... wedding's everywhere! I will be seeing some people I have not seen in a long time... some since high school! Going to be a crazy weekend!

Boyfriend and I are moving again, this time to a great place in Sunshine Hills in Delta. No longer a Surrey Girl! I'll always be a Vancouver Girl at heart:) I love Darryl so much! I don't know what my life would be like without him. He's amazing and I'm so glad to have him<3

Red and I are getting matching tattoos! I've always wanted matching tattoos with someone! It's a treble clef and bass clef on on my foot... it'll be my 5th tattoo!

Work is great! I love my job... I am content!

Thanks for reading! Have a super week and take care!

~Bee~

Tra la la la la!!!

I am happy!!! Yay! :D

xx Bee

Be criped or be crippled

Lately I have been told that I look unhappy or depressed... I'm not sure why... I agree that something isn't right with my mood, but I wouldn't call it depressed. I know that I feel over worked and very over tired, but that is nothing new... I do have a lot going on in my mind lately, like Zook's and Koob's wedding, Burn's and Lee's wedding (both a week apart in July) and travelling once again. This year we are working on planning a Vegas and Disney Land trip... 2 weeks in Fantasy Land away from reality would be awesome! Next year is very up in the air. Boyfriend wants to do an all inclusive trip to Mexico or Hawai'i which would be awesome, but I also want to do a trip to Toronto, Montreal, and New York as well as go back to Europe and see Germany, Italy, and France... Definitely on my priority travel list for the next couple years. We'll see what happens...



I think what may be causing my "depression" is work... story of most people's life, I know, but it's truly getting in the way... I find that because I live in Surrey and work in Vancouver that it takes an hour both ways to reach my destination. I love my house, don't get me wrong! It's actually costing me money to work where I do and I don't feel like I am appreciated. I asked for a promotion and didn't get it, therefore causing a bit of resentment... I realise that you can't get everything you ask for in life, but I have worked hard, put a lot of time and effort. I either need to find something closer to home that allows me to be more rested and vibrant or work part time for awhile to get back on my feet... I'm just not happy with my full time job anymore... I want to take up a dance class and hit the gym more... No more want, or wish... I will!!!



My mum is sick, so that is always a worry. Never sure how she is doing and if she will get even better... And then I worry for my dad's health for taking care of my mum. I know it can take a toll on him. I love you both very much and wish you all the best.

Things do happen for a reason, and I do know that I have amazing friends and a wonderful boyfriend so for that, I am very grateful! <3 face="times new roman">xx Bee

A blissful blizzard

In this chaotic storm such as life, I am able to find happiness. It has taken me some time to find it and become content with what I have and finally I have achieved it. I am content, I am happy! Thank you D <3

xo Bee

Someday it'll happen...

These are things I want to do before I (god forbid) die...

Random activities:

1). Sky Dive

2). Dragon Boat race

Places to see:

1). Disney Land (LA)

2). Las Vegas

3). New York

4). Chicago

5). Montreal

6). Nova Scotia

7). Hawaii

8). Germany

9). France

10). Italy

11). Switzerland

12). Australia

13). Japan

... Well that list idealy entailed travelling... which is awesome! Hopefully one day I'll get to do all of those things:)

xx Bee

Everlasting Thoughts

Happy. Mellow. Speed. Slow.
Love. Dislike. Friendship. Betrayal.
Together. Apart. Clean. Messy.
Forever. Tomorrow. Rich. Poor.

Thoughts that run through my mind everyday. C'est la vie.

xx Bee

Back to the nitty gritty.

First swim practise back after the holidays. It went well considering I'm suffering an ongoing shoulder injury of 3 years. It feels good to be back in the water.

Boyfriend and I are currently house hunting. We want to move out together pretty soon. We're getting a new bed and a new chest of drawers for him. We're super excited! He practically lives at my place now as it is, and we've travelled to Europe together, so I'd say we're a pretty strong couple. Things are definitly getting busy for me. I have 2 weddings this summer, one of which I'm the Maid of Honour and the other I'm a Consultant hehehe. The kicker is that they are a week apart!!! It's going to be great! Zooks bought her wedding dress over the weekend and she looks beautiful... I actually found my wedding dress as well.... errr.... umm... I'm not even engaged! What am I thinking?! I'm a girl, I'm allowed to dream:)

Hopefully buying a new car in a couple weeks. My wonderful 1987 Mazda has seen better days.... she is 21 years old with surprisingly low millage for it's age... I'm looking at a 2004 black Chevy Cavalier. It's a sport addition which is nice... I'm a sucker for a spoiler hehehe.
Hopefully I can ger a good deal through my work for the car... it should only be about 6 0r 7 Grand for the car.... fingers crossed! Totally affordable!

This year has started off with a bang and the momentum definitly hasn't stopped. Things are going well:)

I'll leave you with a solumn thought for the day.... Britney Spears, darling, stop being so stuborn and come to terms with your illness and get help! You are a menace to society!... Well the so called Hollywood bubble society that is... You're only hurting yourself, your reputation, and your family! Now, I know she's obviously not going to read this, but I had to say that!!! She needs space and time to recover... let her get better! Constantly being in the spotlight is not helping her at all! In light of the subject of poor Britney and YouTube "LEAVE BRITNEY ALONE!" I love her, I'm a fan, not going to deny... Wish her all the best!

So there's my update, take care! It is what it is....

xx Bee

Lifestyles of the up and coming...

Well the holiday season has come and gone... All this hype for something so commercialized. I've had a few days off during Christmas and New Years and I must say it has been bliss. Catching up with friends and sleep is always a bonus. I've put together my resolutions for 2008... I believe it will be a happy year, as 2007 has been quite distraught.

1) Stay healthy! I've been bombarded with health issues with family members and even some concerns of my own that I've decided to work out more and eat better... it's a way of life!

2) Surround myself with happy and positive people! No more drama! I feel there is waaayyy too much drama in this world and if you can avoid it, then do so! Some people just get too wrapped up in things that they forget about enjoying life... everything has a solution.... Just go with it!

3) Be realistic! I am a dreamer true and true! I love wishing for things because it keeps me motivated, but sometimes being a dreamer has its downfalls. If I stay with in my boundaries and know what I can achieve, I can make it happen... I just have to try not to wish for the universe!

I hope I can abide by those 3 resolutions... today is day one!..... Ughh!

xx ~Bee~