Lately I have been told that I look unhappy or depressed... I'm not sure why... I agree that something isn't right with my mood, but I wouldn't call it depressed. I know that I feel over worked and very over tired, but that is nothing new... I do have a lot going on in my mind lately, like Zook's and Koob's wedding, Burn's and Lee's wedding (both a week apart in July) and travelling once again. This year we are working on planning a Vegas and Disney Land trip... 2 weeks in Fantasy Land away from reality would be awesome! Next year is very up in the air. Boyfriend wants to do an all inclusive trip to Mexico or Hawai'i which would be awesome, but I also want to do a trip to Toronto, Montreal, and New York as well as go back to Europe and see Germany, Italy, and France... Definitely on my priority travel list for the next couple years. We'll see what happens...
I think what may be causing my "depression" is work... story of most people's life, I know, but it's truly getting in the way... I find that because I live in Surrey and work in Vancouver that it takes an hour both ways to reach my destination. I love my house, don't get me wrong! It's actually costing me money to work where I do and I don't feel like I am appreciated. I asked for a promotion and didn't get it, therefore causing a bit of resentment... I realise that you can't get everything you ask for in life, but I have worked hard, put a lot of time and effort. I either need to find something closer to home that allows me to be more rested and vibrant or work part time for awhile to get back on my feet... I'm just not happy with my full time job anymore... I want to take up a dance class and hit the gym more... No more want, or wish... I will!!!
My mum is sick, so that is always a worry. Never sure how she is doing and if she will get even better... And then I worry for my dad's health for taking care of my mum. I know it can take a toll on him. I love you both very much and wish you all the best.
Things do happen for a reason, and I do know that I have amazing friends and a wonderful boyfriend so for that, I am very grateful! <3 face="times new roman">xx Bee
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
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